It is official! I love my pregnant self! It is such an amazing thing to be able to grow a baby! I feel it moving daily now and every time it's like the first! Such an exciting feeling! The baby is growing all the time and I suppose it will continue to grow the entire pregnancy, duh, but the changes are noticeable week to week. I feel great and have a decent amount of energy to put to good use. Organizing the house in preparation for our new arrival, envisioning how we will set it up to create baby space.
Right now I am listening to some lovely music and I have a small speaker on my belly for the baby to hear. It's cello music right now which is very soothing and beautiful. It is nice to relax to myself after a busy day at work with many issues to resolve. It was a successful and fulfilling day however and I am so grateful that I have such an amazing co-worker/boss, Jami Mitchell. She is the best. I love my job and I love Doe Bay!
This is the cafe building and it also houses my office. River took this dusky shot from his kayak!
It has been hard lately to keep a positive attitude when my spirits have been dampened by the news from back home that my Grandfather Ron Linneman, has decided not to continue chemotherapy and is now under the care of hospice. He has battled this cancer for about a year really, though they didn't know what it was until last fall. It's really hard to be away from everyone right now, so far removed from the situation, nothing I can do to help. I try to remember the amazing things about him, I see him in my memory as strong, broad shoulders tan from the sun, working outside whether it was hauling hay or mending fences, he was always working hard on a task. I'm sure I will have more memories to share about Gramps in future entries but for now I need to remember he IS still living and just send him peaceful and happy thoughts of comfort and love even if I can't be there to express them directly.
Dad, Me, Granny and Gramps taken during my visit February 2011, just after we found out I was pregnant! It was great to share the news first hand!
River had a poignant trip to Indiana and Ohio. He was able to spend a few days with his father who is also ailing from cancer. His dad came and stayed at Marlene's house, River's mom, where Ryan, River's younger brother, and his three girls were able to visit as well. They even went to the zoo together.
Here's a picture of our sweet nieces, Amelia, Ava and Bella.